Freshman Year Flyin' By

It seems like it was so recently that I was packing up my room and life moving up to Flagstaff for school and now I fend myself packing up to go back home to Phoenix. Where did all the time go?? In the beginning when I missed everyone back home the weeks were so long and I just yearned to be home with family. Then Christmas break rolled around and I was ready to go back to school 2 weeks into break because I just missed friends and the cool weather. Its funny to think that I went 18 years without knowing these friends and now I rarely go a day without talking to them and Ireall cant imagine life without them.
As the end of my first year of college is coming to an end, I am super excited yet torn with mixed emotions. I am stressed out with numerous papers, assignments, exams, projects, housing for next year, work, figuring out next years schedule plus spending my last month with friends....some I will see in August and some I do not know when I will see again. I have lived with these friends for months know, we are so close almost like a family away from home. One friend in particular, I dont know what I am going to do without her. Shes one of the closest friends I have who is always here for me, I can tell her anything and everything. To think I wont get to see her bright smiling face and hear her silly comments and advice everday, it is going to be a tough change. We have done so much together like homework, baking in the kitchen, sleepovers, hikes, random trips to the store, staying up way late being random and laughing about nothing and everything, most meals we have together and so much more. As the end comes near, we avoid talking about it because its so hard, but not talking about it doesnt make time stop, its coming fast. Planning a road trip to Colorado sometime in the future and phone calls just are not enough, I am going to miss her like crazy!!!!
Court I love you and I am going to miss you SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH! I cant even describe it!
I love you to infinity and beyond!